Searching for Someone to Love

Love is a thing that make me wonder,
On real matters that make me ponder.
As my feelings grew much fonder,
I'm alone with no one to bother.

I'm searching, searching for someone to love,
I'm hoping, hoping for sometime to come.
I'm wishing, wishing upon a star,
I'm feeling, feeling love could go that far.

I am in need of someone,
Who will be my only one.
I'm waiting for her to come,
To love me for who I am.

Someday, I know someone will bother,
To love someone that always ponders.
What I'll do is to try much harder,
To find someone that is a wonder.

For now, I'd be happy with what I have,
And I would not dream of the sky above.
I would set my heart free just like a dove,
And that I'm searching for someone to love.

Expressing thy love

If I could only dance all day long,
I'd dance with you 'til early dawn

If I could only sing so good,
I'd sing a song to change your moods.

If I could only write a poem,
I'd make a rhyme to make my love known.

If I could only talk so well,
I'd talk and talk with words heartfelt.

If I could only shout so loud,
I'd tell the world about my love.

If I could only think so smart,
I'd answer the riddle of your heart.

If I could only be so athletic,
I'd win for you medals that are authentic.

If I could only be so wealthy,
I'd invest a lot to make you happy.

If I could only be the funniest clown,
I'd assure you, you'd never frown.

If I could only be the best leader,
I'd help you show your wonders.

If I could only be all these things,
Then I guess everything would be boring.

But if I were who I am,
I'd guarantee you, I am your man.

A Proposal

Words can't express much what of I can feel
But I hope this few words will make things clear
A simple proposal to show what's real
In my heart, my mind and in my fears

A gorgeous dame, that you are
Who's a beauty near or far
A puzzled guy, that's who I am
Who's waiting for love to come

If I could only set things straight
For me to end this long long wait
To show I care for who I love
For who I always dreamed to have

To say those words, say my proposal
That I have concealed for some time now
To say those words I ask myself how
On how to get your sweet approval

I've got a few words to say, listen please
Cause this is unquestionably for you
You'll either love me or hate me for this
The message is quite simple, "I Love you.'

Factual Fiction: Nowhere’s Ultimate Conversation

Deranged (?): “Super Fallusion?
I hope you can answer my question?
What is it that life really means?
This question have dazed me ever since?”

Super Fallusion: “Deranged (?), the answer is simple,
It’s fulfilling your dreams and aspirations,
It’s being a hero, big or little.
Unlike me, broken by my anticipation.”

Nowhere Man: “Shut up, Fallusion!
You’re answer’s a hallucination.
I’m the king of illusion,
What I say is life’s definition.”

Morose: “Pardon me your highness,
Life is just a gloomy waste.
It’s carrying others problem,
That would make life light for them.”

Deranged (?): “What a hassle?
Your answers have baffled me?
What life is to me?
Is a jigsaw puzzle?”

Nowhere Man: “No, Deranged (?),
Life may not be that strange.
It is just being the greatest,
It is just being the best.”

Morose: “Life’s a big obstacle,
An obstacle that makes me sad.
Problems I have to tackle.
Solutions I never had.”

Super Fallusion: “Not really, life’s a ruined dream,
Where really you cannot win.
I dream of being a hero,
But up to now, I’m a big zero.”

Narrator: " The land of Nowhere,
Is not a land of answers.
The question on life’s purpose,
Is a mystery only you can unravel.”

Factual Fiction: Morose Melancholic Chant

Sob… Sob… Sob…
The world’s grief I carry.
Sob… Sob… Sob…
I’m dying in melancholy.

The portals of the Nowhere kingdom,
Unhindered, I entered.
The agony that bugs me.
Has left my life’s progress to a stop.

The kingdom of illusion,
Now also the kingdom of gloom.
Merry days are gone,
Cause I refuse to make a grin.

I’m the dejected lass,
Depressed about miseries I had,
To endure everyday,
To solve it someway.

Now I rest in the kingdom,
That one day I’ll laugh again.
I wish for happiness to come,
But really, I don’t know when.

Factual Fiction: Morose Enters the Nowhere Kingdom

It was the gloomiest day in Nowhere-Nowhere land. Members of the kingdom were at their respective dwelling place just sulking about how life sucks. Little did the inhabitants of Nowhere Kingdom know that a new member is about to join them.

Nowhere Man was dejected and was on his royal throne. Super Fallusion was frowning because nothing exciting was happening inside the kingdom. Deranged (?) was unusually jubilant because he didn’t know why life sucks in the land of confusion, broken dreams and illusion.

At the east side of Nowhere – Nowhere land, there was this being that tried to carry all the grief of the world. Her name was Morose. Formerly, she was the jolliest person in town but due to a twist of faith arising from many crises in her life. She became pathetic. Now, the grief surrounding her has left her life to a halt. Gradually she was leaving reality until finally she entered the kingdom.

Upon knowing of Morose’ arrival, King Nowhere Man designated Super Fallusion and Deranged (?) to form a welcoming party. All the inhabitants were delighted by Morose, the dejected lass because they knew that another person can share in their miseries. Everything would have been fine ‘til they discovered that she was so dispirited. She totally lost her smile.

Deranged (?) tried to make the dejected one smile because he wanted to be more miserable than anybody in the kingdom. Super Fallusion, playing the hero’s role again, used every possible mean to make Morose grin but to no avail. Nowhere Man issued a royal order, “Whoever makes Morose smile will be elevated to King’s Board of Adviser.” A tempting offer, no doubt!

Because of the enticement, everybody attempted to make Morose laugh but no one was successful. Morose just refused to laugh because she refused to be comforted. She declined to be happy. For her life really sucks and nobody can’t change that fact. Her sadness brought her to Nowhere – Nowhere Land but her refusal to be assisted will make her remain in the kingdom. For how long??? For as long as she looks at life on its pessimistic side. For as long as she continues to think how miserable life is. For as long as she believes that she carries all the burden of the world.

She’ll have to reside in the kingdom as she refuse to infuse life back into her system. Morose now joins Nowhere man, Super Fallusion and Deranged (?) in representing the kingdom of confusion, broken dreams, illusion and grief. As long as the dejected lass denies herself of being happy, she cannot go on to traverse in her journey in life.

The road leading somewhere for Morose is not an easy one. First of all, her melancholy has made her unproductive in the real world. Also, her unwillingness to let others help her bring back the smile in her life would make her visit to the Nowhere Kingdom a lengthy one. Like the rest of the inhabitants of the kingdom she needs others help for her to someday or someway return to reality and totally overcome her depression. Her denial of reality inhibits her growth as an individual and only if she allow this reality to make her stronger only then can she go somewhere… do something… and be someone…

Factual Fiction: Super Fallusion Sees the Light

Super Fallusion was doing his usual chores in Nowhere Kingdom. That is safeguarding the kingdom from wrongdoers. Of course, being the resident super hero of Nowhere – Nowhere land, he has to maintain serenity in the chaotic Nowhere Kingdom. Though he usually fails, he always strives to be the ideal henchmen to Nowhere Man.

One night while doing his regular rounds around the kingdom, he saw a light that shone so bright. He approached the light and at that instance, he was puzzled. No, he wasn’t imitating Deranged (?). He just started to realize the value of his existence. Questions such as why he remains stagnant in the land of illusions, broken dreams and confusion started to bug him. What is he doing in the kingdom? Where is reality?

After deep internalization, Super Fallusion was about to return to the real world. But Deranged (?) was dejected for Super Fallusion. He can’t lose someone who have always shared in his miseries… Someone who always try to answer his numerous questions… Naturally, SN’s answers were always wrong. The true reason why the confused one never wants Super Fallusion to return to reality was simply he never really understands what reality is.

Nowhere Man issued a decree, out of his jealousy of SN’s good fate, prohibiting the hero from finally waking up from his dream. The subjects of the kingdom started calling Super Fallusion names. Turncoat, the enlightened one and other names which without a doubt would be positive adjectives in the real world.

With all the confusion around him, Super Fallusion was lost again. He failed again. His only chance to finally awaken from a broken dream was another downfall. He regrets the fact that he was given a chance to be productive in the society again and he was pulled back by the twisted mentality of the individuals comprising the kingdom.

“How can they be so rude? All I wanted was a new life and a new beginning.” He said. Tears slowly fell from his eyes, as he knew it would take several generations again before an opportunity like this will come.

The next day, SN returned to his regular duties. The kingdom was happy for they have another member who could share in their miseries… in their illusions… in their broken dreams… and in their confusion… Nowhere – Nowhere land, in fact, celebrated the return of their super hero.

It would be a big riddle to finally come out of the kingdom when your fellow lost beings is pulling you down rather than pushing you up. Opportunities like this does not come often but there are a lot who plays the role of the spoiler even if he can’t gain anything out of adding misery to others. Nowhere kingdom will always be part of the unreal as long as, its people never help each other move on somewhere… do something and be someone.

Factual Fiction: Deranged (?) Defies Nowhere

There was an unwritten rule in Nowhere – Nowhere Land that remained unbroken for several generations now. “Though shall not speak the unspoken truth.” Nobody was allowed to speak harsh words against the king of Nowhere Kingdom, Nowhere Man. A rule that nobody even dared to think of breaking even if the law has no logical basis.

Until… Deranged (?), the confused one said what no subject would dare say. He told the unspoken truth. Not really because he was against the king but because he is puzzled with so many things. Super Fallusion, being the Nowhere hero that he is, was the first to report such infraction. Deranged (?) was happy… no was sad… no was scared… no was jubilant… He really doesn’t know that fate that awaits him.

Nowhere Man immediately called for an investigation. Super Fallusion was the head of the body. He acquired the services of the 5 lost men. After mocking a trial, Deranged (?) was proven guilty beyond reasonable doubt. He was banned from entering the premises of the kingdom and was asked to go to the deepest part of Nowhere – Nowhere Land. It is a place where even a glimmer of hope of returning to reality is naturally impossible.

The confused one was flustered. He tried to ask the support of his dominion. Being as confused as he was, the people of Nowhere – Nowhere Land started to stand beside Deranges (?) and against Nowhere Man and his top henchman, Super Fallusion. They tried to show that they were against the rule with no basis but the truth was they really don’t know what they were fighting for.

Nowhere - Nowhere land was a place for instability for several generations because of the protest. Super Fallusion tried to mediate and as always, he failed to stop both sides of the conflict. Each side was concealing the truth… Each side was trying to destroy the other… Each side wanted to outwit the other…

Nowhere Man stood firm on his decision. He has left his human side in reality. The king’s fallacious side was just plain wicked. Super Fallusion was nowhere to be found. But according to reliable source he was nursing another failure and another broken dream. Deranged (?) was looking for the fountain of youth. Why? He doesn’t have a tinge of idea why.

The rift was blown out of proportion. The Nowhere Kingdom is hanging on tumultuous grounds. Yet, somehow there’s still a chance that the conflict will be settled. Then what is the moral of the story? None!!!! There can never be a moral when a mistake is supported by another mistake…. When two clashing parties both refuse to compromise… when the truth is concealed to show that they are not wrong… where people support a battle they don’t really believe in… when wrong means are patronize to prove a point. Nowhere Kingdom is not only governed by fallacy, broken dreams and illusion. It is also a place of chaos, broken promises and false declarations. Would you want to visit the Nowhere Kingdom? You’re very much welcome!!!

Factual Fiction: Chaos in Nowhere Kingdom

It was in the land away from reality that a gathering of all people of the Nowhere Kingdom was planned by Nowhere Man’s top henchmen Super Fallusion (SN) and Deranged (?). According to Super Fallusion, a gathering must be held to know every person who comes in and out of the kingdom. Deranged (?), the confused one, follows every command of SN. Not at his own will of course, but because of his confusion. Everything would be fine until….

Nowhere Man, the kingdom’s ruler, comes into the picture and insisted on not having a party. He explained that since he was the ruler of the kingdom, he should be the one to set the gathering. The king also refused to be with the kingdom’s peasants because of his nowhere royal blood. Other group started to gather, each insisting on their own will for the gathering. Super Fallusion, being the kingdom’s resident super hero, tried to settle the difference between the conflicting parties. Since he is just in a state of fallacy, he failed. Deranged (?) unable to answer his own questions was not much of help either.

The gathering had to be called off. The royal highness’ board of adviser was called to step in but to no avail. Each party wanting to get the better end of the deal – trying to get more credit for their deeds. Everything was going nowhere.

Nowhere Man, the passive ruler of the kingdom, just waited for the conflict to be settled. SN was starting to feel depressed because for him it was another broken dream and another failure. Deranged (?) was happy. Why? He’ll never know why. Obviously, a fruitful event can never progress in Nowhere-Nowhere land. A land where everybody is a nobody, everything is nothing and everything is governed by fallacy, illusion and confusion.

A glimmer of hope still exists. That somehow these poor lost beings in Nowhere Kingdom would finally snap out of their delusions, shattered lives and bewilderment. Nowhere Man, Super Fallusion, Deranged (?) and the rest of the people of the empire should find a way out of their dilemmas. This is the only way that a gathering and any important event can take place in their respectively lives.

Factual Fiction: Deranged (?) Poem 001

What? I don’t know?
Where? No idea?
When? Maybe?
How? I’m confused?
Why? What, where, when, how, why?

My mind is full of questions,
And I cannot find answers,
I hope there are solutions,
As I remain to wonder,
I’m trapped here in Nowhere,
As I try to find answers,
My life would be at a pause,
In the land of confusion.
I must go on to somewhere,
And stop asking questions.

Factual Fiction: Super Fallusion Aberrant Dud

I’m Super Fallusion,
Living in Fallacy,
Hero of Illusion,
But they say I’m crazy.

I need to be wanted,
Hunting those who’re hunted.
The hero of Nowhere,
Praised by those who wonder.

I dream to be a hero,
A child just hoping to know,
The secret of the greatest,
But my dream’s broken like the rest.

I can’t return to reality,
Cause I’m living in fallacy,
I’ll remain in the land of Nowhere,
Needing your help to be better.

The failure in me,
Just can’t let things be.
I wish you could see,
That I need to be freed.

Factual Fiction: Nowhere Man's Concealed Sentiments

I do want to be the greatest,
Or if not to become the best,
But now, they treat me like a pest,
Trapped in Nowhere to take a rest.

I am living in deception,
Alone in imagination,
I can’t reach my destination,
Cause I cannot find solutions.

I rule with undue passiveness,
But I can’t find my happiness.
In the real world, I am a mess,
And my progress is really less.

I’ll remain in Nowhere Kingdom
I’m lost and can’t gain wisdom.
All my failures could fill a dam,
And I need to earn my freedom.

Factual Fiction: A Visit to the Nowhere Kingdom

The Nowhere Kingdom is found in a far away land… away from reality. A place called Nowhere-Nowhere Land. It is characterized by three things: illusions, broken dreams and confusion. The Kingdom is inhabited by three major characters: Nowhere Man, Super Fallusion and Deranged (?). The subjects of the kingdom co-exist in living a stagnant life.

His royal highness, Nowhere Man is the chief ruler of the Nowhere Kingdom. He personifies individuals who want to be great but fail to do so. Only in a world of make believe and deception can he be great. A world known as Nowhere Kingdom. Since Nowhere Man is in a state of falsehood, the progress of his life in the real world is put to a halt.

SN or Super Fallusion is the kingdom’s resident super hero (?). He is an individual who dreams of becoming a hero but becomes the opposite. SN, a person who tries to reach the impossible will only find contentment in a world of fallacy and illusions. In reality, he is far from being a hero – but rather an unproductive member of the society and will remain trapped in Nowhere-Nowhere Land.

Deranged (?) is the confused one. He does different duties in the kingdom not because he is obliged to but due to his confusion. The confused one remains pondering on unanswered questions… What? Where? When?… This thoughts puzzle him as he tries to fill the emptiness in him. For as long as he remains dazed, he has to stay in the Nowhere Kingdom to find answers; thus, his growth as a person is put to a standstill.

Nowhere Man, Super Fallusion and Deranged (?) are just characters made up by the mind to signify the void in our lives. There will be times when we will be visiting the Nowhere Kingdom and our life would be going nowhere. Our progress as individuals will have to wait. Confusion, broken dreams and promises may bring is to Nowhere-Nowhere Land. The problem will be on how to move on from nowhere to somewhere. In case we are trapped in the Nowhere Kingdom, somebody must pull you out of the land of illusions, broken dreams and confusion. During this interlude, parents, friends, love ones and you yourself will work hand in hand to get out and continue to traverse in your journey in life.

Nowhere Man lives a life of deception and unless he returns to the real world, only then can he reach somewhere, be someone and do something productive. Super Fallusion remains dreaming and unless he wakes up to face reality, only then can he be a hero to himself and to others. Deranged (?) remains dazed and unless he clears things up, only then can he resume his journey in life. The important thing is to pray for strength and courage to move on from Nowhere to Somewhere. We all will definitely visit the Nowhere Kingdom sometime in our life but as much as possible, make it a short-lived visit.

Tall Tales: ZXIOXZ Second Conquest

Years have passed since ZXIOXZ and the creatures of the nth galaxy failed to conquer earth. ZXIOXZ, the strong-willed leader of the galaxy, has regained his (its) desire to conquer Earth. For several years since their failed conquest of Earth, the aliens of the nth galaxy were able to recover from their early defeat. With an arsenal that is several generations ahead, these three-eyed green creatures are undoubtedly confident of their next conquest.

“According to an advanced scientific study of our first defeat, the being that foiled our plans is a bread toaster. It is not really a being of their planet. It is just a simple kitchen appliance that is used to toast bread. The study also fortifies the claim that Earth is the most energy-infested planet. Therefore, it is my decision and your council of elders that we conquer Earth no matter what.” ZXIOXZ told the odd-looking creatures of his domain.

He further ordered ZIQ and QAZ to lead the mission to take over Earth. ZIQ and QAZ came with millions of warrior aliens. Besides being gifted with shape-shifting capabilities, these five inches extra-terrestrial beings had a very high sensitivity to sound. Every sound they hear is magnified by a million times its usual volume. This new capability made them invulnerable. They plan to attack at early dawn where earthlings will be caught unaware.

ZIQ said: “Here we are again in this energy-infested planet! In just a few hours, this planet will be ours. No bread toaster is going to stop us. HA! HA! HA!

“This planet is terrific! After we gain control over this planet. The universe will be easy to dominate. Hey, wait! Look at that earthling. You’re not going to stop us.” QAZ added.

“Don’t worry QAZ! I’ll try to communicate with it. Hey, you odd-looking earthling with a round body. So you are covering your face with glass. I can understand you fear us!!! Do you think that cylindrical metallic armor of yours would protect you? HA! HA! HA! No!” ZIQ voiced in a challenging manner.

“We will conquer this planet!” The rest of the beings shouted.

“So all you can do is say “TICK TOCK, TICK TOCK” while your two hands is moving around your rounded face. Those two metal ears, which are attached to the top of your rounded body coupled with your metal feet, they look pathetic! Go on cower in fear. So you have several round adjusters in your back. Maybe it’s how they recharge, isn’t it? In just a few hours, you will be our slave.” QAZ uttered to the poor earthling.

The bragging continued on for several more hours until ZXIOXZ arrived to lay claim to this productive celestial body. ZIQ and QAZ proudly told ZXIOXZ that this planet was too easy to conquer.

ZXIOXZ saying in an angry tone: “Enough of the bragging! Let’s get down to business!”

ZIQ and QAZ murmured: “Look at our leader, he is very committed in conquering this planet.”

As the aliens in the nth galaxy was preparing their weapons for the invasion. The TICK TOCK’s of the earthling suddenly became stronger and stronger. Suddenly….

“Kkkkkrrrrrriiiiinnnnnnnnggggggggggggg!!!!!! The earthling countered.

“What’s that?” ZIQ asked.

With the ultra-sensitivity to sound, the continuing ring was killing them. Their brave alien warriors were starting to fall down and die.

“Let’s retreat!!!! ZXIOXZ told his men.

“It’s better we forget our ambitions and live than pursuing it and die. The earthling is too much for us. This planet is full of unfriendly beings. Let’s leave it. Maybe it would be best if we leave this planet in peace.”

“kkkkkkkkkkkkrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg!!!” The rounded being continued.

The extra-terrestrial beings of the nth galaxy retreated. Each trying to survive the very loud ring of the earthling. Finally, they reached the nth galaxy but minus majority of its warrior aliens who didn’t survive the buzzing sound.

ZXIOXZ instructed his people to permanently dash their hopes of being the ruler of Earth. Their first mission after their failed conquest is to inflate their population again. They’ll have to find ways of strengthening their flock so that their invasion won’t be foiled again.

As for the mean time, Earth is once again safe from alien invasion. ZXIOXZ second conquest was crushed…. By would you believe… AN ALARM CLOCK.

Tall Tales: ZXIOXZ Conquers Earth

In a time when aliens of the nth galaxy were interested in expanding their domain, ZXIOXZ, their leader, had set his (its) sights our galaxy, the Milky Way. Earth, being the most energy-infested planet of our galaxy, was first on their territories to conquer.

These extra-terrestrial beings were gifted with the power to alter their size and shape. These green aliens about five inches tall have three big eyes connected to its head by antennae like structures. Having four hands and six legs, these beings are rather odd-looking.

ZXIOXZ designated QIX and ZIQ to lead the attack on Earth QIX and ZIQ carried with them about a million warrior aliens from the nth galaxy. When they reached Earth, they were not noticed. As a result, they deduced that they would not fight a battle. They returned all their weapons and came back with their leader, ZXIOXZ. They would see the people and see the planet as a whole.

After their long search, they found an earth being.

“Look at that strange looking being of this planet. I’m not really sure if it’s a male or female. This planet’s people have rectangular solid shape and having a shiny skin and a tail. It seems that it’s connected to the wall. Maybe it’s how they share energy in this planet. They have two hollow and elongated eyes on top of his rectangular body. It’s rather odd that it has a movable nose on one of its sides.” QIX said.

Then ZIQ asked: “What kind of people are this? Will they allow us to conquer their planet?’

“Hopefully, these are friendly people, they seem to be silent. Since we came, it only made a soft buzzing sound. Maybe it’s how they communicate. These creatures are somewhat weird. When their nose goes down. Their eyes slowly turn orange and the white in the middle of their eyes appear to be brownish. Don’t you worry my people; we will conquer this planet no matter what happens (!),” answered ZXIOXZ.

The other aliens cheered; “This planet will be ours!”

What happened next terrified the creatures of the nth galaxy. They panicked. ZXIOXZ, being the leader that he is, told his people to remain calm.

QIX said in a nervous tone: “Let us retreat! The white in its eyes is going to gobble us up! Let us retreat to our galaxy!’

ZIQ countered: “What will we do? We are under attack! The white thing coming from his eyes just popped out. The hideous creature is attacking us. We have no weapons.”

ZXIOXZ saying in a frightened tone: “Let us not panic. We have it outnumbered.”

Out of fear, chaos and panic, many of these aliens changed their shapes. Some of them copied the shape of boxes, stars, circles and others but the white thing coming from the creatures was still going towards them. Forced to retreat ZXIOXZ told his warriors to go back to the nth galaxy. Being really scared, the troops had to fight for their survival even if it would mean the death of some of them.

ZXIOXZ, in an alarmed manner told his men: “Let us forget our ambition to conquer this planet. There are still a lot of planets, which we can conquer rather than this one. A planet of hostile and rude people… Let us leave this planet in peace.”

These extra-terrestrial beings were able to return to their galaxy but they were in a state of shock. More than one-fourth of their total population died on their way back to the nth galaxy. These creatures will have to face the stigma of failure and maybe… just maybe… They will forget their ambition to expand their domain.

For now, Earth is once again safe from alien invaders. The plan of ZXIOXZ to conquer our planet was foiled… by would you believe… A BREAD TOASTER.